Journal Entry #10: 1/10/10

Well, that's an interesting date now wouldn't you say? An I'm actually writing this blog entry on the correct day. That's because tomorrow is the big reveal, the real start of the new year for me. I guess that means that today is the last day of the old year, the old year that will affect me for better of for worse this year. If I can make it through the next few weeks, and everything turns out in my favor, I can make it to the beginning of the rest of my life. I mean, sure I knew I could get to college, and I had dreams for afterward, but I never though about how I would get through college. I mean, it's just school right? I got through high school and middle school and elementary school. This is just another obstacle in the way right? Well it is in a way, but maybe not exactly just an obstacle. Who's to say that I can't just settle for a lower-income job with my high school diploma? Well, I am I guess...but still, that's kinda weird for me to say seeing as I can't even motivate myself to do simple menial tasks.

Anyway, today was a nice short day of work and then going to Wal*Mart to get pens and stuff and then going home and relaxing. Tomorrow is always harder than yesterday, but that's only because we know what was and not what will be.