Journal Entry #23: 1/23/10

Today was a weird day. I still feel kinda weird about Toby's passing, but I suppose it's something I'll accept with time. I had a dream that when I got up in the morning, he opened up the box he was in and came out to get a bite to eat. I suppose that's my subconscious saying that I haven't accepted it yet. He was buried while I was at work.

Going to church after work is starting to seem kinda pointless. Not that I don't believe in God anymore or anything, I'm just so tired after work that I spend more focus on staying awake, rather than actually listening. I still caught most of the drift...the "one body" of Christ can't really exist until there is unity between all Christian belief sets, and that there can't be *one correct church until that happens...oh and "Don't sleep. Don't sleep. Why is it so hard to stay conscious?"

After that, sleep.